Thursday, October 23, 2008 10/23/2008 04:22:00 PM

REFLECT & BE MENTALLY PREPARED TMW. yes?
NOOOO! the long wait seems so quick. i don't know how to react. I'm afraid that I'll get a sudden shock & pass out anytime in the morning tmw. i don' know how to break the news to my parents. it's just so pressurizing.

"mum, dad, i'm sorry. i tried my best. i just didnt gave all my best, i guess, to prepare myself. i hope you're able to accept my decision whatever it is. give me another chance to prove & i swear i won't screw it, AGAIN. i love you both."