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Monday, July 31, 2006 7/31/2006 06:18:00 PM





all the memories that will always be ectched in my life.......
Love You Guys......





Sunday, July 30, 2006 7/30/2006 08:34:00 PM
hey guys just came back from my 4 days vist to my cousin's place at Batam.
haha.
i know.
it's kind of a lame place to go BUT I LOVE IT THERE!
its because i can be myself there.
i bought a new school Ripcurl bag.
its kind of cool.
my dad liked it so is my mom and my elder brother too.
except for my elder brother only he is interested to use my bag.
haha.
joker!

well i have some old pics that i will update it tomorrow from my Racial Harmony And abit of JYian Nite pics reason why abit coz eka have not send me the remainings took by kyn's camera.

chow. peace. =)



Saturday, July 22, 2006 7/22/2006 10:17:00 AM
JYIAN NITE WAS A BLAST!!!!!!!
it started at exactly at 7pm. the band goes in and pick up their instruments. and then i saw this malay drummer. and i was like "NO HE IS NOT WHO I THINK HE IS!" he's my ex's brother. they look so similar that i was suddenly brought back to the memories i had with my ex and nearly wanted to burst into tears because i started back to miss him. but i told myself i cant because he already has someone else by his side. i just tolde his brother to send my regards to him fullstop. and then we alot of dance both hip hop and tradisional dance! it was awesome. me and my peeps shouted like hell! it was fun coz hey you don't always got a chance to shout at the top of your voice INFRONT OF THE PRINCIPAL! Wakakaka. Rockband after rockband and MY FAVOURITE DRUMMER IN JUYING... AIDE!!! ekynn me and kyn shouted "AIDE WE LOVE YOU!!" TWICE! when mr harris and the board of judges are giving their "comments" duh! they are good! what's all with this judging stuff??!! please not another useless "singapore idol act". i knoe aide knew who shouted for his name because i told him i will support him. well though there was no banner for him but we used the human power VOICE which NPCC cadets like me ekynn and kyn are VERY CAPABLE of. hahaha. hetty sarlene's sister and her sang too. ok lah. hetty saelene lost alot of weight though i cannot understand what she say coz she is sort of showing her "POWERNESS" of her voice all her nerves can see. wakakaka. i had lots of picture taken yesterday night with my Siztas EKA YANA N KYN!!! i will upload them later. ouhk. reached home at 11pm. fullstop. no more comments.
aite. i wanna bath. yea smelly rite? SERVE U ALL RIGHT! im out. peace.

Monday, July 17, 2006 7/17/2006 08:45:00 PM
IM AM SINGLE AND FREE!!!!
NO STRINGS ATTACHED. jerk! all guys i meet are all e same. well i dont give a shit. no offence to those good guys out there ok. well nothing else BUT LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS FRIDAY'S JYian NITE!!! DAMN XCITED!!!
im out c ya peace.

Sunday, July 16, 2006 7/16/2006 09:38:00 AM
i don't want to think about anything else!

i want to forget about all the BGR thingys! i just want to concentrate on my studies, my cca, my friends & most of all my family. when i think of it being single is much more better than being attached. i used to think that when you've got yourself a guy you could share you sorrows and joy together. but i realised that i could only share this sorrows and joy with my friends and family. i had more fun with those who knows me better than the one who knows me. AIYAH SIANZ LAH WITH ALL THIS STUPID BGR!

I WANT TO GIVE THE BIGGEST SHOUT OUT TO:
1.Ashikin Zulkeple
2.Nurul Artikah Baharuddin
3.Nur Nabilla Jubir
4.Nur Ashikin Suldar
5.Nurshahidah Mustaffa
i want to thank you girls for always being there for me. i appriciate every BIG or LITTLE things you did. I LOVE YOU ALL!

Tuesday, July 11, 2006 7/11/2006 05:42:00 PM
im broken and at the same time in dilemma.
yar im hurt of what you did but should i just follow my ego and end everything with you just like that?? yes i have forgiven you but DO YOU REALLY LOVE ME?? you always doubt me for that. only now i realise that you meant alot to me and im miss you so much now. im in such a foul mood thinking of this. im afraid to make the wrong decision and will later regret. its sad that this problem crop up 3 days before my 1st anniversary. i hope that im making a decision in a conscience-clear state when we settle this. I LOVE YOU is all i want to say.
what am i going to get for your birthday which is only 2 days away? im saving up my money just to buy clothes and that is not inclusive of Kyn's present! damn!
im in an INSANE situation! im out. peace.

Monday, July 10, 2006 7/10/2006 03:54:00 PM
What else are you capable of other than hurting me so deeply and lie to me?
i did not expect that of all people who hurt me is someone i loved. why did you do this? what did i do wrong to deserve all this crap of betrayal? have you ever spare a thought of how i would feel if i were to find out? i have been waiting for you as faithful as i can and this is what i got? i cant describe how hurt i was when i received the news from my friend. its a good thing that i got to know it from my friend not you. if it was you to tell me i don't know how to face the you, my friends and the world. but i know that whatever is going on now happens for a reason and i will accept the fate and breakfree from my current situation to find the answer. i also want to tell you that i have forgiven you eventhough what you did was difficult for me to accept.
i think i have a perfect song for you by e PussycatsDolls
How Many Time How Many Lies.
They would try to tell me something
Oh, but I was hearing nothing
When they said you was just playing me
I didn't listenI didn't want to
You couldn't find a blinder fool
I'm here
Searching through the wreckage
Wondering why the message never got through
And I found I misplaced all of my faith
How could I put my faith in you?
How many times?
How many lies?
How long you been sneaking?
How long you been creeping around?
How many lies?
How many times?
Were you here decieving
When I was here believing in you
I got to put the blame on myself
Should've known with everyone else
Just knowing they knew you was just bad news
I should've walked out (I should've walked out)
I should've seen clear (I should've seen clear)
I'm glad your sad ass is out of here
I've gone and thrown out all the records
All the ones that ever reminded me of you
I've gone and tore up all the pictures
'Cause there was not one shred of truth
How many times?
How many lies?
How long you been sneaking?
How long you been creeping around?
How many lies?
How many times?
Were you here decieving
When I was here believing in you
There were so many times
There were so many lies
I don't know why I stayed on you
There were so many days
There were so many games
I should've thrown your sad ass out
But now the game is throughI'll never trust in you
I've finally got wiseI opened up my eyes
Your game is over
I've gone and thrown out all the records
All the ones that ever reminded me of you
I've gone and tore up all the pictures
'Cause there was not one shred of truth
How many times?
How many lies?
How long you been sneaking?
How long you been creeping around?
How many lies?How many times?
Were you here decieving
When I was here believing in you
How many times?
How many lies?
How long you been sneaking?
How long you been creeping around?
How many lies?
How many times?
Were you here decieving
When I was here believing in you
I opened up my eyes
Oh
Yeah

Sunday, July 09, 2006 7/09/2006 09:25:00 AM






Continue....
MAJULAH SINGAPURA............
and the show starts.....

fireworks..marks the end of the show.... BUT THE BEST OF ALL................

SIZTAS LUP FOREVER. MINE AND EKA'S!

that's all folks. im going out now. c u guys again tmw. peace.


7/09/2006 09:00:00 AM
hah! it wasn't exactly the "preview"! haha. but had fun.

bored, bored and bored so took pics that my face looked like a retard.
but then we saw something...
its the RED LIONS COMING DOWN! there is only 10. 1 is in e midst of e clouds. 3 has landed safely ON THE RIGHT SPOT!
the GOH came in..all were amazed including me!
nice?? in e center is e army forming up to 2006.
and this cute baby is having lots of fun too. beating up ppl wif the ballon on his han..haha.CUTE!
know what they are doing? TEMBAK! but their tembak is cool because they did not face the front like i did. they slunt themselves. like e 1st contingent slunted to their right. e 2nd to e left. 3rd right. 4th left. ITS COOL!
wait i have more pics..i'll continue with another post aite.peace.

Saturday, July 08, 2006 7/08/2006 09:03:00 AM
Change of Plans..

well today's plan has slightly changed because........IM GOING TO THE NDP PREVIEW!!! gosh im so excited. and since nurul received 2 tickets from syafiq she asked me to tag along with her. but really i hate it when they changed the rules of the distribution of tickets. its like only for those lucky people. unlike in the past where you have to queue for them. its a different feeling you see. you'll be more enthusiastic and eager to get the tickets and watch the excitement at kallang stadium. and since this year is the last year we singaporeans celebrate our birthday at kallang stadium they should spare a thought for those who has been dying to watch the parade for like one last time. i even heard my tuition teacher's aunt received 12 tickets!!!! the celebration will be more merrier if you go in BIG groups of either friends or family. it will be more crazy, more wacko and more fun just like when i went with my family members in such a big group. but at the same time all would want to go if they were given the tickets. its just that singapore's stadium or our padang are too small to fit majority of the abled singaporeans. so for those who got to go today be content that you get to feel the heat at the kallang this year for the last time.

that's all. im getting ready. hv fun 2dae guys! peace.

Friday, July 07, 2006 7/07/2006 12:40:00 PM
HECTIC!
today i did not go to school. well its only 2 hours in school. i might as well stay at home and help out my mom. guess what did i bought just now when i accompanied my mom to the market?? DURIANS! since now is the durian season i told my mom that we should buy some. our "some" is 6. 6 for $10. hey! its cheap! when i got home my brothers all helped me open the durian and it was finger-licking GOOD! syiok man. and now my hands is filled with the aroma of the durian! yummy! well. this weekend is a busy weekend for me. tomorrow im going to JP to catch the Singapore Idol finalist. after that im going to nurul's place to help out with her sis wedding this sunday. and on sunday im going back to her house as it is the BIG DAY!
well im out for now! im gonna cook with my lovable mummy! if you want to taste my cooking just drop down to my house. F.O.C! Joking! haha. peace.

Thursday, July 06, 2006 7/06/2006 08:01:00 PM
it is not worth watching world cup now..
neither brazil nor england nor argentina and worst GERMANY is in the finals, world cup this year is for the underdogs Italy and France. who would have expected that they would be at the final spot. but since they got to the finals lets give them some credit for their effort and hardwork to get through this far. my prediction of the winner of this year's world cup could be France. you cant deny that France is much more better than Italy. yup so my vote goes to SINGAPORE!!! OPPS! FRANCE! haha.
Singapore Idol Journey of The Top 12.
the heat is on for singapore has choosed their top 12. and as usually everyone has their own favourites. and mine are who you think i would support till the end.
1st- HADY MIRZA (he is a soulful dude)
2nd- RAHIMAH RAHIM(she is a chic with the attitude!)
3rd-PAUL TWOHILL(he is the dude that is CRAZY!)
4th-JOAKIM GOMEZ(he is a dude who is an all-rounder entertainer)
Well that's all for today. im lost for words. peace.

Monday, July 03, 2006 7/03/2006 10:35:00 AM
NO MORE SYF, NO MORE FUN TIMES!!!!!!!!!
1 july was the last day of the whole fun time of my SYF journey. you won't know how difficult it is to be leaving each other after lots and lots of training together. imagine my girls contingent was labeled "THE WORST CONTINGENT!" and did a miracle on the actual day. it was damn cool! haha. let me see if i can remember some of my SYF peeps: Lynn, Fara, Lina, Haziqah (this 4 is the closest with me ashikin n nurul) saiful, rosdi (this 2 i quite close with us) firdaus. there are lots more only that i forget to ask for their names. haha. after syf i and nurul went to beach road with ashikin and family to eat SUP TULANG or singapore's famous BONE STEAK. Yummy! haha. got back home rather late lah around 1030 or so. but then i got fucked because the next day was MilkRun Community Run. ARGH! when i went for the run i did not run actually. we walked and even took a shortcut. our so called "run" was only 20 minutes. haha. after the run i ashikin n nurul went to town. we wanted to go and window shop for our JYian nite clothes and was looking for our favourite makan place there! haha. we were damn hungry espcially ashikin. aiyo2! along the way we saw a little boy age 7 name ethan played the drums and it was DAMN COOL that lil' dude. im really impressed! then further up alot of youngsters having a small gig or performance along the streets. know what??!! SINGAPORE does have a lot of talented singers.
well my hand is tired already. i'll stop here aite! chow!