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Sha Janellabel a young adolescent who is still in search to find who she really is.
She finds pleasure doing the things she likes, she don't care what people thinks.Other than that she always learn the rules & never fail to break them.
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Saturday, December 30, 2006 12/30/2006 05:05:00 PM
tmw hari raya haji.out the whole day.
my bro working in the afternoon tmw.
ergh!
so bored!
so dad say tmw we send and pick him up frm work.
damn!
sch's opening!
STRESS STRESS AND LOADS OF STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, December 28, 2006 12/28/2006 08:23:00 PM
Spring Cleaning During A School Holidays??What the *toot*!
Got to wake early morning for NP.
Came kinda late.
Nobody's in the canteen.
Where the hack are they?
Got to know, 3rd floor New NP Rm.
WHAT?!
They were SPRING CLEANING!
Ouh Im So excited!
AS IF!
DUH!
move here and there like a maid!
haha.
DAMN HUNGRY!
finish only at 1pm i guess.
and i only ate a dougnut n oreo crush!
got home saw a pkt of NASI LEMAK!
what im waiting for....
EAT!
go mind ur own business coz its DAMN COLD NOW.....
Brrrrrrrrrrr.................
Tuesday, December 26, 2006 12/26/2006 12:49:00 PM
They Have Change..Can I??All of them have changed but not me.
Is there any chance for me to change?
Don't try to ask in what kind of way is this change im talking about.
I won't deny that i do feel kinda jealous too.
Im looking for help but no one seem to have time to help me.
Everything just kept in coming and i don't even know where and how to put it.
What and how am i going to change and do all this on my own???!!!
Pissed Off.
Monday, December 25, 2006 12/25/2006 12:35:00 PM
Fellas! Im Back!i departed from singapore to KL as early as 7.30am.
this year's holidays im having is in a big group of 21 people.
so we took a bus there.
i was looking forward to this trip together with my big family.
we occupied 3/4 if the Grassland's bus.
the bus was cool.
IT'S DAMN SPACIOUS!
in the bus me and my cuzzies made a friend who is malaysian-korean!
her name is elle.
she was so cool.
and she's only 16!
i thought she was 19.
she has a very good american-accent.
well..
eat sleep talk sleep and more sleep.
the only time we are awake is when we are at the pit-stop and when we chat for awhile when we got up the bus after the stop.
yadayadayada.
my bro was interested to get elle's number.
when we reached KL, it was esy for us because the stop where the bus stops is near to our hotel.
when my dad's busy with the checking-in, my bro me and my other cuzzies went to STARBBUCKS!
ahaha.
all of us ordered the "Venti caramel frappe with wipped cream"
yuuuummmmmmmy!
then we saw elle waiting for her ride to come but my bro didn't get the chance to get her num.
ahaha..obi!
cut the story short.
i and my 2 other female cuzzies got in our hotel suite.
my dad say's it's ok if we take the sort of VIP suite.
well..i just go with the flow.
reached there we changed and go for dinner.
IM SO HUNGRY!
eat eat eat.
then went shopping.
my bro went to bought 2 very cool watches.
my irni-cuzzie bought 2 pairs of shoes.
my ritno-cuzzie bought a cool T-shirt
i bought FOOD!
AHAHA.
next day i went to Genting Highlands with my cuzzies.
daddys mummys NO HAVE!
ahaha.
FREEDOM!
the clouds were so thick i can't see a thing from the cable car.
PLUS!
its so damn cold!!
when we talk and breath we could see the cold air could be seen.
its as if im at the English countries when its snowing!
reached there we we only allowed for the indoor games.
disappointing but nvm!
there i went for "The Motion Master" "Bumper Rides" Roller Coster" & other cool rides.
SO VERY LONG Q!
then we went to eat at Mary's Brown.
then i went shopping.
i bought to cool t-shirts.
my bro bought a t-shirt for his girl-friend.
then my cuzzin bought those cute2 stuffs.
then we are off back to KL.
the clouds still thick.
when we reached the ground..i mean the bus station, my bro bought these kind of dried sotong.
eeewww.
i don't fave them coz they smells!
he bought for like RM12 for don't know how many grams.
reached KL.
i saw my mom and my aunties and uncles step out off the taxis.
They went shopping too!
ahaha.
OLD PEOPLE!
HEHE.
back to my room...SLEEP!
then when i woke up DINNER'S TIME!
me and my girls slept late.
talking talking and talking.
we went to the McDonalds to buy supper.
and i even bought a hot chocolate at starbucks.
IM A STARBUCKS FREAK!
SLEEP!
next day and the day after went shopping all that stuffs.
i bought a cool shades a levi jeans that made my dad MAD coz i over spent!
im so dead meat!
haha.
so the next few weeks which is school days i have to watch my expenditure.
ARGH!
bye...coz my fingers can't tahan already.
AND TO MY FRIENDS CELEBRATING CHRISTMAS ..MERRY CHRISTMAS!
AND HAPPY NEW YEAR YA'ALL!
Sunday, December 17, 2006 12/17/2006 01:24:00 AM
bored bored bored.chatting at alamak is useless.
thank goodness kyn was online.
don't knpw what else to say.
im out.fullstop.bye2.the end.shut up.
Friday, December 15, 2006 12/15/2006 05:50:00 PM
Here's A Creation From Me: Fear Of A GirlA lonely girl,
With secrets in within.
A mindless girl,
With nothing left to feel.
Abandoned, Ignored, Left alone,
It seems like everything's gone...
Look in within and you will see,
How hopeless and hurting it really feels.
Look in deeper and you will find,
The fear in her eyes that's haunting..her mind..
And every night,
She's crying to herself.
And holding tight,
Just to hang in there.
Abandoned, Ignored, Left alone,
It seems like everything's gone...
Look in within and you will see,
How hopeless and hurting it really feels.
Look in deeper and you will find,
The fear in her eyes that's haunting..her mind..
She feel so weak..
With no one to lean on.
She feel so tired..
To bear everything by herself..
She's weak....She's tired..
Look in within and you will see,
How hopeless and hurting it really feels.
Look in deeper and you will find,
The fear in her eyes that's haunting..her mind..
Fear in her eyes...
12/15/2006 01:29:00 PM
BORED BORED BORED BORED.even after going out im still feeling bored.
ergh.
i heard that my dad has gotten back my sim-card.
hope i could get it soon.
my plans of calling him failed for 3 days straight.
its just too late.
i thought i could stay up really late.
but i ended up SLEEPING!
haha.
well ginkies.
im kinda feeling rather funny lately.
i don't know why.
well forget about that.
talk about my my trip to KL next week.
IM ENDED UP WITH ONLY RM 170!
ergh!
my dad says the rest i will get when going shopping together!
haha.
well.
i got nothing else to say.
To All My Friends Have Fun Aite.
Holidays are ending but for me its the BEGINING!
Haha.
im out.the end.fullstop.shut up.goodbye.
Wednesday, December 13, 2006 12/13/2006 12:52:00 PM
Haiz.Its So Bored Life Without My Phone.
But Happy At The Same Time Coz I Don't Have To Spend So Much On My Bills.
I Have Extra Phone.
But Im Waiting If I Could Get Back My Sim-Card That's All.
Ergh!
But Know What?!
The $$ My Dad Gave Me On Monday's Outing Im Saving It For My Trip To KL This Wednesday!
I Guess I Probably i Have Around RM 230!!
AHAHAHA!
YIPEE!!!
Im Gonna Shop Till I Drop There!
Weee!~~~
Well I got Nothing More To Say.
Till Here.Im Out.Fullstop.GoodBye.Shut Up.The End.
Tuesday, December 12, 2006 12/12/2006 12:22:00 AM
I spoiled my plans today with my gurl and my family.It was suppose to be an outing with my gurl after a long time we have not hang out together.
Until afternoon.
Around 3 pm.
When my worst nightmare happened.
My only device of communication is gone just in a blink of an eye.
I asked a lady or should i say a teen girl that entered the cubicle toilet thet i have entered if she has seen my phone.
She denied seeing anything.
I didn't suspect her at first.
My gurl & i search the whole toilet but to no avail.
I couldn't help but crying.
I went to the information counter to file a report.
The lady said it is impossible that anyone would surrender a missing phone.
Alot of people lost their phones but didn't got anything back.
I did not want to lose hope.
I just gave it a try.
I didn't have any mood to carry on going anywhere else.
I went back straight home.
I told my mom.
Yar.
I got a yelling.
I ought to be given one.
It's not the first time.
I just lost one last year.
And NOW.
Haiz.
I got nothing else to say.
Seriously not in the mood for blogging.
OUT.
P.S: Peeps for the time being my number is not in use till...i don't know.
Saturday, December 09, 2006 12/09/2006 10:03:00 PM
DAMN TIRED MAN!!!!just came back.
out since morning.
chat more tomorrow aite.
the end.fullstop.shut up.goodbye.
12/09/2006 10:03:00 PM
DAMN TIRED MAN!!!!just came back.
out since morning.
chat more tomorrow aite.
the end.fullstop.shut up.goodbye.
Friday, December 08, 2006 12/08/2006 11:32:00 AM
OH SO BORED!With Syikin going to Sarawak today.
im so damn bored!
i can't talk crap with her for 4 days!
wahlanlei!
SO SO SO SO BORED BORED!!!!!!!!!
going out later on.
chat up again later on..
im out.fullstop.shut up.goodbye.
Thursday, December 07, 2006 12/07/2006 12:58:00 PM
BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED!!!!!!GOSH!
its so damn boring at home this past 2 wks.
other then helping my mom out.
i will only go to JP/E library.
ERGH!!
but starting on monday onwards.
OUT OUT OUT I GO!
den 21 im going KL again!
can't wait to shop even more!
im out.fullstop.the end.bye.
Tuesday, December 05, 2006 12/05/2006 10:05:00 AM
Happy OR Simply Jealous???my siztas have each found thier own happiness.
they each found their own guy for them to pour their love to.
im happy.
but do i sincerely happy for them?
well maybe but why should i?
they are my siztas why should i feel the least jealous towards them?
maybe im feeling this way because i don't have anyone like them to lean on.
but the fact is it's impossible for me.
i can't find my happiness yet.
i have to let my siztas to be happy or else its gonna be the other way round.
its a sacrifice i have to make and the fate i have to face.
PLEASE ALLAH..OPEN UP MY HEART SO THAT I COULD ACCEPT THE FATE THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN ME WITH A OPEN HEART AND AS SINCERELY AS POSSIBLE...
Monday, December 04, 2006 12/04/2006 11:44:00 AM
heyya!
ive not been updating for a LONG time.
hah!
i know.
actually i did it on purpose.
i kinda lazy to update the pictures i took during those many events and the happenings.
in addition lots of stuffs went on during this bloody boring holidays though i did go out a lot of time.
im damn broke.
i shop a lot!
buy this and that.
i went to starbucks a lot of time this month and IVE BROKEN THE RECORD!
wakakaka!
i wanna look for a job but im going for my holiday soon.
ginkies.
i wanna look for a job and work like the 1st 3-4 months of 2007.
than really-damn-full concentration on O levels.
maybe right after back from my holidays im trying to find a job maybe at Popular(JP) or anywhere near my home so less transportation cost.
ahaks!
well im gonna shop even more when im at KL.
IM JUZ A KL-GURL!
im so season with that place already.
ermm..
strictly for the shopping places only.
haha.
well im off.
the end.goodbye.fullstop.shut up.peace.