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Sha Janellabel a young adolescent who is still in search to find who she really is. She finds pleasure doing the things she likes, she don't care what people thinks.
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Monday, November 27, 2006 11/27/2006 04:00:00 PM
i feel so sad, so down.
but do u guys even care.
HELL NO RITE!
wadever lah u guys.
i can never be a part of u guys.
never i think again.
pretend to know how i feel.
yada yada yada.
splurting out ur words, think everything is perfect.
well it's not.
i may love ya' all.
but i don't feel appriciated.
never mind looking down on me in a way or another.
in my opinion.
ya all are perfect in people's eyes and im just a Fucking Idiot who just be with ya all just to hide from my flaws.
u guys don't really know what's the feeling of being discriminated from people out there!
i know coz i've been thru' that path and know what it really feel.
so demoralising.
i feel like ending my life.
i don't want to lead my life in a miserable but i have to bcoz' "the people" out there made me feel that way.



i hate this piece of crap u guys!!! BUT u made me to become sound so vile and cruel!

11/27/2006 03:35:00 PM
HADY AND TAUFIK'S CD ROCKS!
U ALL SHOULD BUY IT.
I LOVE IT TO THE CORE AND WILL LISTEN TO IT DAY IN AND DAY OUT!
WAHAHA!





FOR THOSE WHO ARE NOT INTERESTED ITS OK!
I CAN'T PLEASE EVERYONE WITH MY LURBE FOR LOCAL MUSIC!





SHUT UP. THE END. FULLSTOP. BYE.

Wednesday, November 22, 2006 11/22/2006 07:49:00 PM
A Smile That Covered My Sorrows.






its really hard for me, a normal human being to deceive my own emotion of hurt.
is it me or just them having a problem?
or should i say those dude-dos!
i hate it when a guy give me hope and being disappointed in the end.
why are SOME guys simply a pain in the ass??!!
these guys are just simply jerks.
you won't know how is it feel to be crushed by someone you have put hopes to.
i just can't find the happiness with the guy i loved.
to my Siztas they would know who this guy actually.
WHY SIZS???!!!!!!!
why must i cry for him?
why must i be so fond of him when don't even take it seriously.
im so heartbroken.
my heart just break into infinity of pieces.
i just feel so weak.
it as if i have nothing to lean on.
i just feel so tired.
to bear everything by myself.
it seems like everything's gone.
i hate him!
and i hate myself.
so all my sizs.
please cherish your happiness before its too late when you start to realise it.
i know i should tell him how i felt towards him though its just a lil' bit of love.
atleast if it was a bad news i could get over it easier.
but now it seems impossible.









CRUSHED..........


Tuesday, November 21, 2006 11/21/2006 11:40:00 PM
to my dearest bestest friend eka:
the thought of make you feel left out never ever crossed our mind.
i don't know actually why ayu don't wanna tell you.
but i know she had no intention whatsoever to hurt your feelings.
we still love you.
we treat you more then just a normal friend.
even more than best friends.
WE TREAT YOU LIKE OUR OWN SIZTA!
let's be more open with each other ok.
let's not keep our secrets to ourselves.
let's be like old times.
doing crazy and saying stupid stuff.
but you have to keep in mind that some secrets are really personal, that's the time we have to give in and take ok.
i can read your mind while you are reading this.
YIPEE! IM A PSYCHIC!
WAKAKAKA!
u lurbe my butt right?
u said it's good for kicking right?
fine kick it....
after i kick urs!
hahaha.
so long Mrs Qummyka.
LURBE YOU ALWAYS!

11/21/2006 12:47:00 PM
on monday i went to mediacorp with my cuzzies again.
i went to watch the Singapore Idols Season 2 do their recording for TV series "Wish Upon A Star".
so there is the idols, Taufik and Olinda.
(P.S: Olinda & Rahimah LOOK SUPERB!)
Joakim & Hady look so cool when they dance.
just catch Wish Upon A Star every tuesday 8.30pm ONLY ON 5!






I LURBE HADY AND TAUFIK!
TMW BUYING THEIR CD!
BOTH AT THE SAME TIME!
WUUHHUUU!!!

Monday, November 20, 2006 11/20/2006 11:17:00 AM





here are e pics i took yesterday..












GOODBYE. THE END. FULLSTOP. SHUT UP.


















































































Sunday, November 19, 2006 11/19/2006 10:46:00 PM
IT IS FUN FUN FUN!
though didn't get to go to VIVO.
which was such a waste!
nvm!
it was loads of fun shouting and singing so freaking loud!
haha.
pictures after pictures we took.
from 3-6pm we karaoke.
den all was starving so we head down to newton to eat seafood.
on the way we bought fries, took crazy pics, and windowshop.
when we reached newton quickly grab a sit and we quickly ordered seafood from "Pirate's Seafood"
ok lah.
im tired let my pics do the talking in e next entry.
fullstop, the end. shut up!

11/19/2006 08:41:00 AM
i was so emo yesterday.
ive decided to leave my sorrows.
And.........
HAVE E HELL OF A GD TIME TODAY!!!!!
WOOOHHOOOO!!
gonna eat2-shop2-sing2-pics2-and-get HADY'S CD!
im looking so so forward to his and taufik's CD.
tmw maybe i go to see hady.
i'll tell you guys why tmw.
today is Cuzzin Girls Out!
strictly girly cuzzins, NO BOYS, NO OUTSIDERS!
ok. the end. fullstop. shut up.

Saturday, November 18, 2006 11/18/2006 11:41:00 PM
why cant i just think straight?
why am i always in a position where dilemma strikes?
why does life so difficult for me to go through with full confidence without being so conscious of myself?
why cant i just walk out of my house feeling "Hey,IM GOOD!"?
im willing to give anything and do anything for my preacious ones but do i think that i can just live with just giving despite the doubts i have?
why cant human being accept and respect who they are and the species around them?
now more people are materialistic.
i wont deny i am too.
but i have my limits.
but materialistic also goes to relationships.
i can't think straight right now.
im leaving with questions and e sorrows i bear.
coz i try not to live my life in despair.

11/18/2006 08:02:00 PM
today was the 1st day of my promotion test.
yar i know took so long just to know now its taken now.
gosh!
CRAZY, CRAZY, CRAZY!
took LOADS of pictures!





Hahaha. I JUZ LURVE THEM!
And welcome back to my goody boy-friend, RUSHDY!
he just came back friom his 2 weeks stay at INDIA.
he got this NCC School Exchange Programme.
he said it was fun!
TMW IM GONNA HAVE THE HELL OF MY TIME!
FINALLY THE HECTIC SCHELDUE IS OVER.
AND FINALLY I CAN SAY THS.
VIVO HERE I COME!!!
GONNA GET HADY'S CD!
AND ON 23 NOV ITS TAUFIK'S TURN.
AHHH!!!
CAN'T WAIT TO HER THEIR SOULFUL VOICES!
TILL THIS FREAKING POINT AM I GONNA STOP.
OH SO FREAK AM I TODAY!





























Friday, November 17, 2006 11/17/2006 08:07:00 PM
ARGH!
Finally 2 long freaking days of 2 courses at HTA is over.
gosh im so damn tired.
IMAGINE 4 2 DAYS 7.15am-6.45pm!
what more tomorrow morning there is NP frm 9am-5pm!
i don't know how long i can take it!
i meet a NEW CUTE GUY.
i think he's an Indie.
he's name is ......
ONLY MY NP FRIENDS KNOW!
haha.







THANKS TO SHAHIDAH I WILL KEEP IN CONTACT WITH HIM!
LOVE U BABE! MUAKZ!






i wanna continue dreaming of him...........
bye.
gonna bath 1st.
bubbye.

Wednesday, November 15, 2006 11/15/2006 06:47:00 PM


I WANNA BUY THE ZEN V OR THE ZEN V PLUS!!!!!!!!!
This is Zen V Plus (Can Watch Cool Video!)
This Is Zen V (Don't Know Whether Can Watch Video)
DADDY PROMISE TO BUY FOR ME A NEW ONE TO REPLACE ME SPOILT ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

11/15/2006 05:46:00 PM
Woke up early.
Didn't go to school.
Mummy sick.
Clean the kitchen & folded the clotheSSS.
Rest for awhile.
Went to market.
Buy groceries for tomorrow.
Me dad friend coming for Hari Raya.
All this the last2 minute.
Guess who i saw??!!
NAWFAL!
My SYF mate.
He looked much more ehmm then i saw him the last day of our SYF.
REALLY!
Haha.
Ok.
GTG.
Chowz!

Monday, November 13, 2006 11/13/2006 12:53:00 PM
Well today finished early.
Mrs Ng didn't came.
1120.
reached hm around 1210.
went straight to comp.
talked to HIM.
helped my mom prepare lunch.
gosh am so hungry!
going to sleep.
tmw nt going to sch.
the end fullstop.

Saturday, November 11, 2006 11/11/2006 02:51:00 PM
hey people wassup!
im damn bored at home.
im damn restless.
but!
i went out a while just now and bought 3 perfume.
one for my daddy and my elder bro and meself!
bought a skirt, a pair of pants and a cute top!
ahaha.
me mummy bought what microwave for don't know what reason.
me lil bro bought his pokemon thingy, kids are like that.
and swamping in at around 145pm are me elder bro in his peeps.
damn they are one big JOKERS!
ahaha.
me bro brought along his girl.
i guess she's ok.
she's taller than me and she's only sec 2!
ergh im short!
geez. better stop craping and getting ready to go out. cya.

Thursday, November 09, 2006 11/09/2006 06:27:00 PM
hey ya'all.
ive not been updating my blog for quite a long time. im kinda missing it!
haha.
that's how much blogging to me.
duh!
lame old me!
well alot has happened recently.
both good and bad ways.
i just can't think straight sometimes.
well.
hari raya this year was much more fun then previous years.
my mom borrowed half of my collection.
and gonna redem it at the end of the year for shopping!!!!!
yahoo!!!
wakakaka!
well bridging was both fun but more to BORING!
haha.
well its ok actually.
i understand what was taught suprisingly!
haha.
i gt hari raya pics not uploaded yet coz its with kyn.
so it may take time for her to give me given her character.
haha.
well.
Gtg now.
im damn tired.
didn't sleep well yesterday.
tmw going to Sentosa.
an activity organised by my trainers for preparing us before the Sec 1 orientation camp that we are gonna organise.
till here. MISZ SHASHA Out!

Wednesday, November 01, 2006 11/01/2006 08:37:00 PM
IM DAMN TIRED! DON'T FEEL LIKE GOING TO SCHOOL!
yesterday i went out with my lovely friends out to jalan raya.
1st stop, Rushdy's house.
it was raining heavily!
i was already late.
kyn told me to pick her up at the opposite bus stop from where i suppose to meet her coz she forgot her umbrella.
i called Dy and he said no one reached yet.
WHAT?!
i already had a bad feeling that the guys are gonna be late.
and sure they did!
ergh.
we ate. we drank. we sat. and we waited.
after an hour.
then the guys came in one by one!
they ate. they drank.
AND WE TOOK PHOTOS!!!
this i like.....
house after house we went to MY malay teacher house.
she talked about her business.
and after hearing her proposal, we were all INTERESTED!
you guys should know...
we ate her delicious cake roll which she oredered from New Zealand.
FANTASTIC!
the guys ate like they never ate before!
then we took photos.
taken by HER HANDSOME SON!!!!!
haha.
cool!
her house, his house, MY HOUSE.
its already late.
9 nearly 10.
drop dead tired!
decided that ayu's house is the FINAL DESTINATION, WOODLANDS!
got a MERCEDES taxi and off to woodlands.
reached.
1030pm.
$11.90.
cant find the lift.
took the stairs.
DAMN!!!
ASSALAMUALAIKUM.
got in and SAT!
took photos, sat down.
we drank. we talk. and talk. took photos. and took more photos. and talk. and talk. till we drop!
1050pm.
tired.
on the way to woodlands interchange.
took 913E.
reached.
Dy bought batt for camera.
some saw SHAH ISKANDAR.
I DID NOT! WAHH!!~~~
in the train.
took lots of wacko pics. and took lots of wacko pics. and took lots of wacko pics.
till all in the train looked at us.
reached boon lay.
1120pm.
go our seperate ways.
reached home.
11.35pm.
change clothes.
called HIM for 5mins.
GO TO SLLEP!
I AM SO DAMN BLOODY TIRED TILL NOW AT THIS VERY MOMENT!
BYE!
GOT HOMEWORK TO DO.
CHOWZ!
SNOORRZZZ....