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Sha Janellabel a young adolescent who is still in search to find who she really is.
She finds pleasure doing the things she likes, she don't care what people thinks.Other than that she always learn the rules & never fail to break them.
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Sunday, April 30, 2006 4/30/2006 12:42:00 PM
today very sianz...its a hot day to study..but still have to cope...haha....i mish my e2 freaks n him aloads..tmw no sch double sianz...haiz...well i haven't figure out what to study today so i better check out my books now n see ya later!
im out
Shazy Zazzy
Saturday, April 29, 2006 4/29/2006 10:04:00 PM
i saw him juz now at sch! todae his hair was extra cool coz his hair behind was like pushed up...well i dunnoe how to explain but those who know style will understand...haha..but i just think he feel different today...i dont know why..since that incident and some more nabilla went to "lecture" them both of us were like total strangers...why aren't things going the way you wanted went it seem so perfect? i wonder why?? geez...exam is 5 days away and i dont feel prepared at all...haiz...i hope i can make it...i dont want to lose out to my friends...all of them are getting better when im slacking...what is this?? im studying but nothing seems to go in! gosh! well im going to start my revision now before im too late
*P.S : Chealsea Wins Man U 3-0.. Yahoo!!
im out
shazy
Friday, April 28, 2006 4/28/2006 09:24:00 PM
i miss him!i miss him!i miss him!i miss him!i miss him!i miss him!i miss him!i miss him!i miss him!i miss him!i miss him!i miss him!i miss him!i miss him!i miss him!
gosh! i miss him aloads! i saw his pic again n dis time i took a photo of it! shikin also thinks it is cute! muakaka...
tmw cuming sch at 8 2 mite ekynn dee kim n nurr 2 study! im meeting dee 1st...haha
hope to see him tmw!
im out
shazy
4/28/2006 01:50:00 PM
hey today reached home quite early...haiz...feel very awkward not noticing him eventhough he is just infront of me...nabilla suggested that we settle things out together but i told her now is not the right time...i miss him...tmw dunnoe goin 4 chem a nt...i actually wan study POA wif nabilla n see dannie!! haha...he is so cute lah...more chubby...while writing dis post im chatting wif him...his DP so cute!!!!!!! OMG!!! haha...really lorz...lyk baby2 face...lol!
later on im goin hospital to visit my mummy...miss her alots...
k im tired lah..want to rest 1st...haha
im here
den OUT
Shazy
Thursday, April 27, 2006 4/27/2006 08:25:00 PM
hey am back...tmw there is a maths test which was told by mr lian only todae! im going to struggle todae..todae i did not went and visit my mummy...miss her...
i pity shahidah alot...she had alot of family problem but still fake a smile at school and still help me with my problem...im trying my best to help her...
well todae KELLY PICKLER IS OUT FROM AMERICAN IDOL!!! YAHOO!! finally she's out! that's cool!
so im here OUT!
Shazy
4/27/2006 04:01:00 PM
hey wassup?? sry yesterdae i did not write anything b'coz i was feeling down n was tired lah... well yesterday something bad happened but i dont want to talk about it...i dun want to rake up what has passed...but for what i know my conscience is clear and had forgiven e 3 of them even though what one of them said was hutring and was mocked at infront of many people... ok wanna rest and study for tmw's maths test...im so stressed out! Argghh!
im out
shazy
Tuesday, April 25, 2006 4/25/2006 08:04:00 PM
today was a tiring dae..LOL n a fun one too...went for e rock climbing...was so fun though i did nt reach to e top..haha...i tried both kind of wall e beginner which was e flat one n e real difficult one...haha... MR SAZZY SAZ help me alot he let me use his "plaster" 4 rock climbing n e powder chalk... dere was 2 ex JYians hu helped out but only one gave me tips n helped me..fuad was his name i tink..den wen i reach e earth...i mean on e ground i sae "OUCH PAIN!" den he asked "Where pain?" den i sae "dere lah!" den he sae "ouh!" n walked away..haha...funny... im too tired 2 write show u e pics i took 2 dae..
e hectic e2
AMBULANCE COME QUICK!
jucool n me
Dee N me
Ekynn N MeSunday, April 23, 2006 4/23/2006 04:53:00 PM
ive been keepin all these emotions 4 too long
i wan 2 hold on but i cant be dat strong
so its time to let it all out in the open
here's abt me, a gurl dat is broken....
My life's like a burnt piece of paper
wer all my joys & tears are written
& wen i look into the mirror
a truth of me is still kept hidden
I feel so much of happiness
but sum how im still down
ders always a sense of loneliness
Let me Rid of all these frown
Wen im in need, my frends wer der
but y i feel dat life's still bare
& a part of me wanna ask
for der to be dat special "us"
cos every nite i keep on dreamin
4 dat fairytale im yearnin
thinkin of it always made me smile
& help me pull thru dat extra mile
always laughing, always gigglin
dun they noe im juz fakin
but i will never stop searchin
for my speacial prince charmin
wer all my joys & tears are written
& wen i look into the mirror
a truth of me is still kept hidden
I feel so much of happiness
but sum how im still down
ders always a sense of loneliness
Let me Rid of all these frown
Wen im in need, my frends wer der
but y i feel dat life's still bare
& a part of me wanna ask
for der to be dat special "us"
cos every nite i keep on dreamin
4 dat fairytale im yearnin
thinkin of it always made me smile
& help me pull thru dat extra mile
always laughing, always gigglin
dun they noe im juz fakin
but i will never stop searchin
for my speacial prince charmin
4/23/2006 12:51:00 PM
iM hErE ceLebrAtiNg mY bIg bRo d'dAe
4/23/2006 12:37:00 PM
hey2..mid year is coming so must study hard lorz...physics test is coming so im studying hard so dat i wont fail again..dun wan fail again...i dun wan to fail my other subject also...muakaka...haha.. actually juz woke up also coz juz now morning woke up den study den tired sleep lorz...wah i really sleep like a pig! OMG like dat dude!..LOL...okae...going to study again liao...later me going to play badminton wif my daddy! haha.. c ya later!!
im out
ShAzY
Saturday, April 22, 2006 4/22/2006 06:03:00 PM
todae went to study wif ekynn & nurr..well ekynn was late b'coz she go n eat nasi lemak..hmph! den wen studying at sch faridee n hakim cum...those 2 r so funny..den dey followed us wen i complained i was hungry! haha.. so we went outside n i went to eat noodles...haha..wen came back to sch we saw MRS TAN SAU WAH!!! we miz her loads..i hugged her! love her so much! she was at juying to attend sum course or sumting lyk that..she was rushing back to jwss to go attend e NPCC dae whr sean, eric dey went...after dat had a small chat wif mr saz n asked him abt mr ng..brader-in-law mah...den we went back coz e sch is closing...i tried 2 persuade faridee n hakim to go n study wif us at JP library...but dey cnnt..dey asked us if we wan 2 study wif dem tmw @ pioneer mall...den we sae okaes n c 1st...ekynn shahidah n i planned to walk 2 Gek Poh n den go JP we were at zi yong e bus stp wen we saw a JP bus so we changed planned n took e bus...FOC wad..haha...wen we reached JP library it was so packed! OMG! we were having a hard tym finding a place to sit until a couple of chi dude wen off...we saw FADZILA wif hisham...she wear so sexy sia! nurr ask "hey dun she wear a scarf?" (in malay) n den we talk abt her sia..den we sae FAZILLA iz much more better! den we saw her! she is so chill nt lyk e other one...prefer fazilla more...haha.. n guess wad? i braved myself 2 msg him..n guess wad again?? he replied!!! i was so happy..it was a short one bcoz both of us were studying...so i told him 2 tkcr..thought he wud nt replied bu he sae "haha ok...u too.." juz dat kinda msg n im so =) haha...he really made my dae...
went back home n my mummy is sick..so i went to cook porridge...i dun noe hw to cook n asked my mom wad she wan inside the porridge..she wans chicken n vegy...ok...i cooked it she woke up n ate it n sae its nice!....wah i xpand! muakaka...my dad ate e porridge too..so did my lil bro n ME..it really taste gd..i do hv some skills of cooking though im nt in home econ. ...
k..till here gotta blast!
im out
shazy
4/22/2006 09:38:00 AM
during Speech dae
Friday, April 21, 2006 4/21/2006 08:30:00 PM
trip 2 KL & Genting on e short holidae
4/21/2006 07:59:00 PM
RETARDED...pei qin called us one...
hit...hit...hit...hit!
Flat On The Wall 4/21/2006 06:51:00 PM
hey all...hw u guyz doin? dun mind my funny looking blog..its nt fully done...n no tagboard 4 e tym being due to some technical problem by me hu is nt an IT freak! time really pass by so fast w/o me noticed ive reached e weekend...OMG! less den 2 wks is MYE!!!im so scared... im not gonna fail ANYMORE! im promising n challenging myself! if i fail again i cant go SHOPPING!!! so im werking hard u guyz too kaez..
well todae went well...it started of great early in e morning! went to sch wif him..didnt notice it at first as i was SO sleepy n was listening 2 my MP3..n wen i glance again its HIM!hehe...den went in sch n todae i gt 5 bodyguards infront of him inc. him! he was carrying his bag n was like bouncing n turned behind..i dunnoe hu he was looking at but i straight away look down! im so embarrased okae!
during our werkout was another kewl happening...he was at a far distance from me at first but dun noe wad happened we gt closer to each other(nt "DAT'' kinda close)...he seemed to slow down..i dunnoe coz maybe im e one hu is walking fast...haha wen i talked to my frend frm his klaz he suddenly slowed down n talked to him after finishing talking to me...hehe...mish him loads!
well todae went well...it started of great early in e morning! went to sch wif him..didnt notice it at first as i was SO sleepy n was listening 2 my MP3..n wen i glance again its HIM!hehe...den went in sch n todae i gt 5 bodyguards infront of him inc. him! he was carrying his bag n was like bouncing n turned behind..i dunnoe hu he was looking at but i straight away look down! im so embarrased okae!
during our werkout was another kewl happening...he was at a far distance from me at first but dun noe wad happened we gt closer to each other(nt "DAT'' kinda close)...he seemed to slow down..i dunnoe coz maybe im e one hu is walking fast...haha wen i talked to my frend frm his klaz he suddenly slowed down n talked to him after finishing talking to me...hehe...mish him loads!
n todae afternoon finally gt my PIZZA frm mr lim...hehe...b4 dat syikin n nurul was wif me buying bubble tea..went back sch n saw HIM! haha..den he went back home..i went outside wif my 2 siz 2 buy sum stuffs outside n no sign of him..den...suddenly....SAW HIM! hehe... was so =)... haiz gonna miz hym...me goin 2 nabilla hse tmw (MAYBE) to study POA n see dannie!
haha..kaez..im tired liao...since wad time sia i infront of comp..c ya
im out
shazy
Thursday, April 20, 2006 4/20/2006 01:36:00 AM
firstly wanna sae =) b'dae 2 stupid javier...i noe he wont c dis blog! but nvm...
todae was fun coz we only studied DF only...hahaha...no POA BUT gt A MATHS...e2 freakz all e best 4 e upcuming mid year...we r e bez even of others think likewise...juz take it as dey a juz JEALOUS like 3E1...hahaha...
well todae or shud i sae yesterdae (look at e tym!!) i was suppose 3 go n gv my support 2 jannofer m gang coz dey gt a BBL match...sry jannifer i was studying wif asyikin (A1)... hey guess wad wen i was goin 2 jp library wif asyikin we took e same bus as him (my sizs will noe) i was still so scared though i nvr talk 2 him but to his frend...den wen he was alighting asyikin saed "bye" 2 him den she sae" hey ______! shahida sae bye" den i was lyk "HUH??!!" he looked n me n sae " oh...bye" OMG i was so embarrased!!!! but its kewl! haha
miz him loads... miz all my darling siztas too.... LUV U ALL...muaks...
im out
ShAzY
Tuesday, April 18, 2006 4/18/2006 05:07:00 PM
iM beGiniNg tO liKe hIm mOrE n mOrE eAcH dAe... i cAnT sTp tHinKinG oF hIm... tHouGh sYikIn & sHahIdAh sAid tO nOt kEeP tHinKinG of hiM sIncE mId-yEaR iZ cUmiNg iN aBt lEsS dEn 2 wEeKs...i toLd dEm dAt hE wOnT bE a dIstrActiOn tO mE bUt aS a mOivAtEr tO bE bEttEr iN mY sTuDieS...hEhE...
eNoUgH abT hIm... jUz nW wAtcHed "Hotel Rwanda", a vEry tOuchinG sToRy aBt inTernAtiOnL fRienDsHiP dAe...u gUyz oUt dErE sHud wAtcH iT... weLL LatEr nitE i wiLL cUm n gV anOtHer eNtRy cOz iM sTudYIng LatE!!
hAhA...
iM oUt
oF e iLLusiOn!
Tuesday, April 11, 2006 4/11/2006 10:42:00 PM
Life has change since ive been 15... well i noe its still e mid point of me growing up but does growing up means more pressure, more critics frm ppl, being more mature in both types of lives??? i sumtyms wonder what am i to be 10 yrs frm nw... im wishing for e bez but am im achieving for one by my bez? sum ppl juz tink dey r perfect n keep citisizing ppl w/o looking at dem 1st... i wonder y ppl dun tink b4 dey speak... dun dey even thought abt hw others might feel?
haiz..lyking sumone iz not an easy job anywae...im being pressurized by ppl talking behind my back..ppl judge e wae i look... is it really true dat being pretty is e 1st ting a guy wud look for in search of his dream gurl?? in love issues im always insecure of wad i am doing... i dun noe if loving sumone wholeheartedly is worth it or izzit e wrong tym 2 do so...haiz...im in such dilemma... i hope e ans im looking for iz near...
dun feel lyk studying 2dae...my mummy n daddy n big bro juz went 2 e hospital juz nw coz my daddy sick...poor daddy..hope u r fine soon..luv u daddy!
tmw goin do my overdue IC wif my darling Nabilla...YIPEE!! den after dat we go window shopping n shopping...go esplanade...haiyoh so fast thursdae me goin 2 KL liao...
i'll miz my darlings:
NABILLA, ASYIKIN (A1) & (E2), JANNIFER, SHAHIDAH, IQA, NURUL!!
N DAT SPECIAL SUMONE... LUV U ALL!! MUAKZ!
BuZZiNg OfF........
4/11/2006 01:19:00 AM
hey2...staying up late to do my revision...he ive nt slept dis late to prepare my MYE ohk... im happy zi yong has wish nabilla hapi b'dae juz nw coz i tink zi yong 4gt abt it... silly boi... well todae's POA lesson sux! e teacher was not any of my interest but i will have to endure myself n suit myself in a new environment...so troublesome! haiyoh... btw.. i did a cute picwif all my darlings in it.. on top of dis post... cute write??? i noe... i ll show u some of my peeps photos yah.. c ya in e next post...
chow...
illusion dreamer out...
Wednesday, April 05, 2006 4/05/2006 11:36:00 PM
im me n wadeva iz written r e bits n pieces of my life n hw each challenge made me stronger n become more mature...i lurve my peeps loads!!!!!!!!
4/05/2006 01:26:00 PM
im a new blogger.. my name is shahida but i prefer shasha...well dis is hw my life went todae....
i gt 2 c my dear2 smile todae so cute! i mish him more n more each dae! i lurve him so much dat i cannot forget abt him... he is too special to me... sumtyms i wish a guy cud juz see e inner beauty of a gurl den her physicall appearance..haha
at sch...
ms wong was in a foul mood todae! it was so scary BUT we manage to cheer her up! but was quite kanciong dat she was nt at e photo taking session after ard 5 mins..i tink dis year's klaz photo will be a BASH!
haha...
i dunnoe wad else to sae..
dis mondae iz nabilla's b'dae.. dun wan to wish her nw! muakaka...
goin KL nxt wk.. excited..
till here..
im happy
im cool
im aint nobody's fool..
haha...LAME!
buaiz!
gd dae!