It's An Adolescent Free World of Mine

i wrote this as i was reflecting on myself i thought of making it into a song. its not yet complete but this is the best to describe how i feel now. inspiration really comes through experiences & emotions that is playing around. you wont learn your lesson till you screw things up. As for now, my only wish is to pull myself together & face the reality. congrats to all my friends who made it.

I'm stranded in nowhere, with no else to go
disappointed on myself, that feeling won't go
coz what is done is already written
the result is shown, now, what's my decision?
i can't face the people, whom i really love
i couldn't bring myself, to tell them the truth
god help me please to ease my path
just give me a chance, that's all i ask

i know i brought this upon myself
i knew that all this are bound to happen
i can't forgive myself, oh no i can't
with so much to make up for & so much to amend
i don't know if I am strong enough
i knew all this is gonna be tough
I'll brace myself & change myself
i will do it, i can do it.