It's An Adolescent Free World of Mine

guys please stop acting like a jerk. i know not all of these dudes are jerks but lets' just say there are a certain group of big time jerks who just can't freaking stop making us girls miserable. i just wrote something that I've felt being single for nearly two years. ( you won't know how great that feels like being single) & i am not trying to sound as if I'm such a pathetic loser.

i closed my eyes
the smell of your perfume still linger on me
i can't deny
i hear your voice singing to the melody i sing

you took me to the other world
holding hands embracing each other
under that lemon tree we marked, ours
the theory of love seems so easy
but where are we between those words
lost in these empty pages , i cant find, you

i won't pretend
the figure of you is still running in my head
i will accept
there's no more of you, you have perished , you have fade

now I've woken up from all those dreams
& all the past I'm leaving behind
a past that i won't turn around and look for
tomorrow is a better day
I'll carve a smile be on my way
towards a future I'll live without, you, sir

goodbye
goodbye Mr. nice guy
there's no hello or hey I'll say
goodbye
goodbye Mr. nice guy
goodbye sugar hunn darling baby
now your name is just another name
& not a boyfriend that i would claim
goodbye, my Mr. nice guy