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Sha Janellabel a young adolescent who is still in search to find who she really is. She finds pleasure doing the things she likes, she don't care what people thinks.
Other than that she always learn the rules & never fail to break them.

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Wednesday, October 29, 2008 10/29/2008 02:52:00 PM

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL. whoa, that's so fast. really fast. tomorrow's 'A' level Malay & friday is the release of result if i could still be given the chance to retain & repeat yr 1 stuffs again nxt yr. im having butterflies in my stomach. gosh. just now i hugged farhana & renuka like i never hug them before. i will really make time to go out with them during the holidays. tomorrow after paper end i might be meeting haikal 1st to give some stuffs then kai. urgh. like so lazy. RALPH LAUREN pls call me soon, I WANT TO BE AUDI'S COLLEAGUE. haha. tired. i want to take a nap. tc folks.

Monday, October 27, 2008 10/27/2008 11:30:00 PM

NOW: Writing an appeal letter to retain.

MSN ON WITH:
Xuan- helping me out with the letter & blogshopping, nice (*thx loves!)
Nooh- talking crap & waiting for him to finish bathing (*busuk!)
Haikal- talking about twilight, edward cullen, eclipse, breaking dawn & confuse on why must i write that appeal letter (*dude, my system is too adv for you to catch up! hah)

MYSPACE-ing WITH:
Jujut- im gooood baby!
Soleh- let's bundle stuffs!

thx lan & amen for your advice & support.
"Lan, TSTV ROCKS!!"

Saturday, October 25, 2008 10/25/2008 01:54:00 PM

the best trailer; Twilight.

Friday, October 24, 2008 10/24/2008 09:49:00 PM

i wrote this as i was reflecting on myself i thought of making it into a song. its not yet complete but this is the best to describe how i feel now. inspiration really comes through experiences & emotions that is playing around. you wont learn your lesson till you screw things up. As for now, my only wish is to pull myself together & face the reality. congrats to all my friends who made it.

I'm stranded in nowhere, with no else to go
disappointed on myself, that feeling won't go
coz what is done is already written
the result is shown, now, what's my decision?
i can't face the people, whom i really love
i couldn't bring myself, to tell them the truth
god help me please to ease my path
just give me a chance, that's all i ask

i know i brought this upon myself
i knew that all this are bound to happen
i can't forgive myself, oh no i can't
with so much to make up for & so much to amend
i don't know if I am strong enough
i knew all this is gonna be tough
I'll brace myself & change myself
i will do it, i can do it.

Thursday, October 23, 2008 10/23/2008 04:22:00 PM

REFLECT & BE MENTALLY PREPARED TMW. yes?
NOOOO! the long wait seems so quick. i don't know how to react. I'm afraid that I'll get a sudden shock & pass out anytime in the morning tmw. i don' know how to break the news to my parents. it's just so pressurizing.

"mum, dad, i'm sorry. i tried my best. i just didnt gave all my best, i guess, to prepare myself. i hope you're able to accept my decision whatever it is. give me another chance to prove & i swear i won't screw it, AGAIN. i love you both."

Wednesday, October 22, 2008 10/22/2008 11:47:00 PM

went tekung (idk how to spell. bleargh) it's kinda interesting & fun knowing what stuffs your boyfriend & your brothers & fathers & grandfathers do. i can be the next best female marksmen, though idk who's the best now but heck. taken alot of pics before reaching there but too bad we cant really take photos with those NS dudes there (ESPECIALLY THAT MARKSMEN DUDE *CUTE) haha. shall update tmw.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008 10/21/2008 10:26:00 PM

i am emotionless. I don't know what to feel. It's either a temporary shock or that i had anticipated the outcome. Depressed, Terrified, Anxious. That's what im feeling.

Monday, October 20, 2008 10/20/2008 09:30:00 AM

13th October 2008; FUN! FUN! FUN!

Sunday, October 19, 2008 10/19/2008 06:42:00 PM

guys please stop acting like a jerk. i know not all of these dudes are jerks but lets' just say there are a certain group of big time jerks who just can't freaking stop making us girls miserable. i just wrote something that I've felt being single for nearly two years. ( you won't know how great that feels like being single) & i am not trying to sound as if I'm such a pathetic loser.

i closed my eyes
the smell of your perfume still linger on me
i can't deny
i hear your voice singing to the melody i sing

you took me to the other world
holding hands embracing each other
under that lemon tree we marked, ours
the theory of love seems so easy
but where are we between those words
lost in these empty pages , i cant find, you

i won't pretend
the figure of you is still running in my head
i will accept
there's no more of you, you have perished , you have fade

now I've woken up from all those dreams
& all the past I'm leaving behind
a past that i won't turn around and look for
tomorrow is a better day
I'll carve a smile be on my way
towards a future I'll live without, you, sir

goodbye
goodbye Mr. nice guy
there's no hello or hey I'll say
goodbye
goodbye Mr. nice guy
goodbye sugar hunn darling baby
now your name is just another name
& not a boyfriend that i would claim
goodbye, my Mr. nice guy

Tuesday, October 14, 2008 10/14/2008 10:47:00 PM

I LOVE YOU MY LIL BROTHER; MUHD SHUKRY

Thursday, October 09, 2008 10/09/2008 10:34:00 PM

be my cheese on my macaroni.

SHOPPING LIST:
- New RED Guitar
- Get That RED Volcom Backpack
- & lots of Quicksilver/Ripcurl/Volcom stuffs

i keep spending now im broke.

Wednesday, October 08, 2008 10/08/2008 01:46:00 PM

i finished reading Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse & its down to the final book Breaking dawn.
suprised myself that i could read all this thick books within 1 month or less it took average of 3 days for each book. so i shall compliment myself for that. dskdsk.

MONDAY: BEACH BEACH BEACH!
its been a while since i step to the BEACH.
gonna "tan" (like im not tan enough!) & rocking time with gfs.

total dilemma. am i doing it right? i dont want to hurt you.

Saturday, October 04, 2008 10/04/2008 02:02:00 PM

NEW MOON TRAILER 2009
This was what i found. I'm excited to pieces.

Thursday, October 02, 2008 10/02/2008 04:24:00 PM

obsessed. i dont mind having a vampire boyfriend like robert pattison.
raya was fine. shall update some pics soon.
last paper tmw, Maths & Geog.
final mugging.
start nxt mon will have to train myself to be ready back for Touch.

Wednesday, October 01, 2008 10/01/2008 10:29:00 PM

Twilight, im so looking forward to watch it on 18th December 2008.
You should read through the book first authored by Stephenie Meyer before watching it.

Robert Pattinson is

HOT as a vampire.