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Sha Janellabel a young adolescent who is still in search to find who she really is. She finds pleasure doing the things she likes, she don't care what people thinks.
Other than that she always learn the rules & never fail to break them.



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Thursday, September 25, 2008 9/25/2008 08:48:00 PM

slap me & say that GP is in 3 days & Econs is in 4 days.
total deep shit, shit, shit, shit!
ok, i will study hard & regurtitate everything i learn when mon & tues come.




sorry, i don't mean to disappoint you.
mr whoever pls hold my hands & embrace me.




Wednesday, September 24, 2008 9/24/2008 07:29:00 PM


who ever you are,
i miss you.
you may seem so far,
i miss you.


its so vague, e love's unknown,
i feel that i know you but i dont.





Monday, September 22, 2008 9/22/2008 09:05:00 PM

Malay was fine, GP was err, ok, spending time with gfs was awesome.
LAU PA SAT STRAIGHT AFTER PROMOS ENDS, WHICH IS ON 031008 @ 5.30PM.




dont think of that sha, studies first.


Sunday, September 21, 2008 9/21/2008 08:45:00 PM

Zara hunn sorry had to cancel our plan. shits happen at the wrong time & i hate it. sorry.





so f-ing f-up!
sha says "tmw's promos, i don't feel anything & best of all i don't feel like studying. great. very helpful."


Friday, September 19, 2008 9/19/2008 10:14:00 PM

Bored. -.-
Lots of stuffs that i've already plan to do after my promos.


#1: Back to training for touch & get stamina back.
#2: Find a job/attachment.
#3: Meet-ups with old pals.
#4: Shopping at KL.
#5: Birthday Bash.
#6: Slack all the way till school starts.


Damn. i should have went to the NIKE Run thing lah.
i missed the registration date. ok, fine. bye


Thursday, September 18, 2008 9/18/2008 09:34:00 PM

why force me? dont force me. i just cant do it.
it's not as easy as it seems. argh.
not now. cant now. wont now.




just that.


Wednesday, September 17, 2008 9/17/2008 10:14:00 PM

School Hours:
MOB was suppose to be easy but i studied only 50%, not enough.
25 marks qn left blank. -.-
PE was so tiring for me with the super duper hot sun.
3 rounds around track & handball for games. 99.9% dead.
Econs a drag. suppose to be enriching coz i want to study but PE drenched all my energy.
HT PEROID=TOTAL WASTE OF TIME.


After Sch Hours:
Slept when i reached home for 3hrs.
wake up, bathe, change & go out to breakfast with gfs.
hilarious time we had just now. totally insane!
had fun, "Kyn, rugi tk dtg! haha"


Tuesday, September 16, 2008 9/16/2008 10:02:00 PM

i feel like giving up but i dont want to. damn this is tiring & another 2 yrs is going to be unbearable. i'll work hard, like really damn hard for promos.
i need to brush up on what im really into; music, composing more songs, by end of the yr i must finish learning guitar & then move on to drums & then make a band(gosh, that's my long-time dream)





what?? a bf by 18?? no way!



Saturday, September 13, 2008 9/13/2008 11:31:00 PM

just got home. idk y but i dont feel like staying out late. tired i guess.




Every time you smile at someone, it is an action of love, a gift to that person, a beautiful thing.
- Mother Teresa





you're online, finally dude. haha




Friday, September 12, 2008 9/12/2008 10:33:00 PM
i felt better talking to ally & sufie, & recevied an encouraging text from jaz. im okay now & just bear with things. i shall not be over sensitive. i'll just go with the flow though sometimes it sucks big time. i miss my old clique of friends. seriously.



What is a friend? I will tell you... it is someone with whom you dare to be yourself.
- Frank Cranez



im feeling accoustic. i'll compose more of it.

Thursday, September 11, 2008 9/11/2008 08:44:00 PM
the dream felt so surreal. embracing you in my arms just felt so much warmth. holding your hands just couldn't let go. i wish you were the one, i wish you could be the one. but i just know its simply impossible, i just know it.



MSN fucked up, what the hell?




Wednesday, September 10, 2008 9/10/2008 10:05:00 PM

"I have nothing to declare except my genius." - Oscar Wilde





Tuesday, September 09, 2008 9/09/2008 09:50:00 PM

"When we remember we are all mad, the mysteries disappear and life stands explained."


- Mark Twain (aka Samuel Langhorne Clemens; 1835-1910),
American humanist, humorist, satirist, lecturer and writer

Monday, September 08, 2008 9/08/2008 09:16:00 PM

school was such a drag. i dragged myself to school, i dragged myself to lesson & practically everywhere. but seeing all my friends did made me smile & they helped me pull through the day. i didnt finish up my malay timed assignment coz i cant think & i'll hand up tmw. for that i've got it deducted 3 marks. heck. i do think of how hard im going to study for the next 2 wks or so for promos. good luck lah sha!



yah im obsessed so what?


Sunday, September 07, 2008 9/07/2008 10:50:00 PM


I DON'T FEEL LIKE GOING TO SCH, FULLSTOP.


Saturday, September 06, 2008 9/06/2008 11:51:00 PM
today i feel so weekday & not weekend.
school is starting in a day time & i'm not quite looking forward for it though.
i don't know if it's because i don't feel like studying or what. it's so confusing & tiring.



i don't want to live in the shadows of my past.
i don't want to find love.
but i do want something interesting, fun, exciting & simply lovely in life.
i want to experiment with all the ingredients, formulas & mixtures in this world.
(whatever crap im talking abt i know you guys dnt get it. i express myself in a strange way.lols)




indonesia guys are hot.



Tuesday, September 02, 2008 9/02/2008 04:39:00 PM

today's maths class was fun as usual with Mr Lim keep teasing me. sitting beside "mr big shoulders" aka Brian is uh, fun/irritating. but atleast he wake me up from late night mugging yesterday. got back home & took a nice 3hr nap. naps are suppose to be short but i just cant wake up unless its 2hr plus. wth.
meeting all the gfs & mr big shoulders at airport to study. i know of all places. well we wanted to take somewhere central but libraries are such bore coz we are loud people who cant live in silence.
alrighty, after terawih i shall study econs & maths



shits happen sometimes, just get over it