It's An Adolescent Free World of Mine

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Sha Janellabel a young adolescent who is still in search to find who she really is. She finds pleasure doing the things she likes, she don't care what people thinks.
Other than that she always learn the rules & never fail to break them.

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Friday, December 21, 2007 12/21/2007 08:54:00 PM

i didn't know 4E2 meant so much to me until now.
when everyone is so busy with their own thing.
I'm so sorry you guys on 24 i probably can't make it.
but let's make a pact, on 31 Dec will countdown together; all of us.
confirmation due on 30 Dec 2007 11.59pm.

i had such a whole bad day for 3 days of work & only went to the doc today.
how stupid can i be?
but 1 customer of mine made my day yesterday though i can't speak to customers, due to my severe bad sore throat from my fever & flu on Tue which is caused on Mon when i went out without an umbrella.
MISS WONG! seeing her is relieving with those comforting words.

let's see..
5 Jan - PAY DAY!
6 Jan - celebrate my birthday with M&S people.
7 Jan
(which is when I'm official 17) - treat my family; don't know;
somewhere GOOD to mkn.
12 Jan - Out with my lovable people for the same purpose
but belated & probably if 'he' tag along,
celebrate his adv b'dae.
13-20 Jan - doing many2 other plans.
21-25 Jan - RELEASE RESULTS OF 'O' LEVELS.

12/21/2007 08:06:00 PM

my wish are always unfulfilled,

my hopes are always dashed,

my life was filled with guilt,

but my dreams won't be crashed.

Monday, December 17, 2007 12/17/2007 10:07:00 AM

it's so great able to meet some of my dearies today.
gonna shop abit. weehoo.

i made lots of great friends at work.

Sunday, December 16, 2007 12/16/2007 11:29:00 AM

(Lyrics to the previous post. In a girl point of view.)

I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you

To late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby
For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same

I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering

And I will always remember you as you are right now to me
And I will always remember now
Sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side
How does he feel, how does he kiss
How does he taste while he's on your lips
I can't forget you I know you want me to want you
I want to
But I can't forgive you
So when this is over don't blow your composure baby
I can't forgive you
I know you want me to want you I want to

Monday, December 10, 2007 12/10/2007 11:13:00 AM

i found this guy singing & i am so in love with how passionate he sang his song. *ps:he's rather cute.

Friday, December 07, 2007 12/07/2007 07:56:00 AM

the truth is i still can't forget you,
the truth is im still crying for you,
the truth is im still missing you,
the truth is "I wish you loved me"

VERSE ONE:

Somethin, somethin as simple as me hearin' your name (hearin' your name)
Puts me, puts me in a place that i can't even explain (uh oh, noO i ain't never been here before)
I really didn't know back then but right now i'm totally sure
Baby, i know i'm your friend but i wanna be much more (o0oh)
I get butterflies when i see you comin', o0o boy you got me runnin'
This feelin' in my stomach tells me i should be your woman
Because your the only one who makes my fairy tale come true

CHORUS:
How can someone make me so sad, but still i only want them to stay
I wanna say i love you so bad, but i don't wanna scare you away
Please, i wish that you'll understand that i wanna be more than just your friend
I wish you loved me

VERSE TWO:
I see, i see you talkin' to them girls on the phone
I wish that i could tell them all to leave you alone
Really didn't know back then, but right now i'm totally sure
Wh0aa who0 that i wanna be much more
Boy this is why, i never really liked your girlfriends (why)
Never really gave them a chance (why)
Because I realized that i'm your woman, your woman

CHORUS:
How can someone make me so sad, but still i only want them to stay
I wanna say i love you so bad, but i don't wanna scare you away
Please, i wish that you'll understand that i wanna be more than just your friend
I wish you loved me

BRIDGE:
Said if you really love somebody, i mean really really really, really love someobody
Let me hear you say yeah, let me hear you say yeah, yeahh
If you really know you need them, and you know deep down you never gonna leave them
Let me hear you say yeah yeah, hear you say yeah yeah

CHORUS:
How can someone make me so sad, but still i only want them to stay
I wanna say i love you so bad, but i don't wanna scare you away
Please, i wish that you'll understand that i wanna be more than just your friend
I wish you loved me..

Monday, December 03, 2007 12/03/2007 02:24:00 PM

i missed you so dearly,

and went u came you have to go so eagerly,

i asked myself is it the right move,

for my love for you need no prove,

i just wish u knew,

knew about how i really felt about you.

but things between us seems so impossible,

as you've already had someone that is more capable,

my heart was shattered when i knew the truth,

but i just kept those tears to myself & wish the best for the both of you.