Monday, April 30, 2007 4/30/2007 09:40:00 AM
There is a lot of inspirations for me to change myself physically and mentally. I really want to change but how am i going to overcome the odds. I want to be different just like everybody else that are in control of themselves. You're able to lift up your head high when you're on the streets. They look so good that i totally envy them. They change so drastically that the limelight is always on them. What makes me then? Just a cast? I don't want to be that "cast", it's very demoralizing.

*Friends help me change. I think im in need of more motivation. Adam Khoo's workshop do help me but i need more because I think you guys have much more effect on me. Thanks.