Wednesday, November 22, 2006 11/22/2006 07:49:00 PM
A Smile That Covered My Sorrows.






its really hard for me, a normal human being to deceive my own emotion of hurt.
is it me or just them having a problem?
or should i say those dude-dos!
i hate it when a guy give me hope and being disappointed in the end.
why are SOME guys simply a pain in the ass??!!
these guys are just simply jerks.
you won't know how is it feel to be crushed by someone you have put hopes to.
i just can't find the happiness with the guy i loved.
to my Siztas they would know who this guy actually.
WHY SIZS???!!!!!!!
why must i cry for him?
why must i be so fond of him when don't even take it seriously.
im so heartbroken.
my heart just break into infinity of pieces.
i just feel so weak.
it as if i have nothing to lean on.
i just feel so tired.
to bear everything by myself.
it seems like everything's gone.
i hate him!
and i hate myself.
so all my sizs.
please cherish your happiness before its too late when you start to realise it.
i know i should tell him how i felt towards him though its just a lil' bit of love.
atleast if it was a bad news i could get over it easier.
but now it seems impossible.









CRUSHED..........