Monday, July 10, 2006 7/10/2006 03:54:00 PM
What else are you capable of other than hurting me so deeply and lie to me?
i did not expect that of all people who hurt me is someone i loved. why did you do this? what did i do wrong to deserve all this crap of betrayal? have you ever spare a thought of how i would feel if i were to find out? i have been waiting for you as faithful as i can and this is what i got? i cant describe how hurt i was when i received the news from my friend. its a good thing that i got to know it from my friend not you. if it was you to tell me i don't know how to face the you, my friends and the world. but i know that whatever is going on now happens for a reason and i will accept the fate and breakfree from my current situation to find the answer. i also want to tell you that i have forgiven you eventhough what you did was difficult for me to accept.
i think i have a perfect song for you by e PussycatsDolls
How Many Time How Many Lies.
They would try to tell me something
Oh, but I was hearing nothing
When they said you was just playing me
I didn't listenI didn't want to
You couldn't find a blinder fool
I'm here
Searching through the wreckage
Wondering why the message never got through
And I found I misplaced all of my faith
How could I put my faith in you?
How many times?
How many lies?
How long you been sneaking?
How long you been creeping around?
How many lies?
How many times?
Were you here decieving
When I was here believing in you
I got to put the blame on myself
Should've known with everyone else
Just knowing they knew you was just bad news
I should've walked out (I should've walked out)
I should've seen clear (I should've seen clear)
I'm glad your sad ass is out of here
I've gone and thrown out all the records
All the ones that ever reminded me of you
I've gone and tore up all the pictures
'Cause there was not one shred of truth
How many times?
How many lies?
How long you been sneaking?
How long you been creeping around?
How many lies?
How many times?
Were you here decieving
When I was here believing in you
There were so many times
There were so many lies
I don't know why I stayed on you
There were so many days
There were so many games
I should've thrown your sad ass out
But now the game is throughI'll never trust in you
I've finally got wiseI opened up my eyes
Your game is over
I've gone and thrown out all the records
All the ones that ever reminded me of you
I've gone and tore up all the pictures
'Cause there was not one shred of truth
How many times?
How many lies?
How long you been sneaking?
How long you been creeping around?
How many lies?How many times?
Were you here decieving
When I was here believing in you
How many times?
How many lies?
How long you been sneaking?
How long you been creeping around?
How many lies?
How many times?
Were you here decieving
When I was here believing in you
I opened up my eyes
Oh
Yeah