Tuesday, July 11, 2006 7/11/2006 05:42:00 PM
im broken and at the same time in dilemma.
yar im hurt of what you did but should i just follow my ego and end everything with you just like that?? yes i have forgiven you but DO YOU REALLY LOVE ME?? you always doubt me for that. only now i realise that you meant alot to me and im miss you so much now. im in such a foul mood thinking of this. im afraid to make the wrong decision and will later regret. its sad that this problem crop up 3 days before my 1st anniversary. i hope that im making a decision in a conscience-clear state when we settle this. I LOVE YOU is all i want to say.
what am i going to get for your birthday which is only 2 days away? im saving up my money just to buy clothes and that is not inclusive of Kyn's present! damn!
im in an INSANE situation! im out. peace.