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Sha Janellabel a young adolescent who is still in search to find who she really is.
She finds pleasure doing the things she likes, she don't care what people thinks.Other than that she always learn the rules & never fail to break them.
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Monday, May 22, 2006 5/22/2006 04:19:00 PM
why can't i accept reality?? accepting the true fact??why i cannot accept reality that im bad??
im just a BAD friend, a stupid girl, a stupid gurl who is in my illusion of liking a guy whom i knows that my feelings wont be returned by him.
I KNOW WHO AM I??!!
I MAY NOT BE PRETTY BUT I DO HAVE MY DIGNITY!!!
but does anyone EVER, EVER, thought about how i feel??
do know what??
you guys don't have to bother to answer coz' i know exactly what is your answer.
i "lost" a friend whom i have betrayed her trust.
today she will only talk to me if i started the conversation.
she usually will so call "find me" or "take a glance at me" whenever she walk passed my class.
but she didn't.
actually i looked and smile at her when she walked passed just now and thought that she was looking back at me.
but actually she looked at my other friend and ignored me.
do u guys actually know how i felt at that moment???
crushed, so so so sad.
i know im at fault.
i won't blame her for that.
but if i could just turned around the clock i would not have done IT.
how could she realised how remorse i am and how much i don't want my friendship to go on seperate ways.
she helped me alot and i still need her guidance.
i still believe that she is one of my siztas that i could share my sorrow with because she is one sensible girl.
I AM SO SO SORRY!
my "love life" sucked much more!
why cant i just accept the fact that he is much more interested in other girl than me.
well that's not suprising!
who would want to look at me what more GLANCE at me???
NO ONE!!!
i tried all means to forget him.
force myself to like someone else.
BUT I JUST CAN'T!!!!
MY LIFE HAS BEEN A ROLLER COSTER RIDE THIS WEEK.
I AM ME, PLZ ACCEPT ME FOR WHAT I AM NOT FOR WHAT I ACTED TO BE.
I AM IN DILEMMA!!!!