Saturday, May 27, 2006 5/27/2006 11:32:00 PM
I just cant close my eyes!

why??
why am i so obsessed with him??
when i saw his photo taken with someone else, got to know that he cared so much for another person just now really disturbed me.
oh i just wish i can end my misery of liking him soon.
i thought i could wait for him for as long as possible but i think that may not be true.
i know for a fact that he might have someone in mind.
but i can't freakin stop liking him!
why must i always be in the same situation EACH TIME??!!
something will cork up when i thought it was already perfect.
and my prediction always prove me WRONG!
fuck it!

well.
i cannot follow the flow of my emotion.
i must learn how to control myself.
i wont let my emotion take over me.
yea.
i had alot of reflection to do.
peace!