Tuesday, April 11, 2006 4/11/2006 10:42:00 PM
Life has change since ive been 15... well i noe its still e mid point of me growing up but does growing up means more pressure, more critics frm ppl, being more mature in both types of lives??? i sumtyms wonder what am i to be 10 yrs frm nw... im wishing for e bez but am im achieving for one by my bez? sum ppl juz tink dey r perfect n keep citisizing ppl w/o looking at dem 1st... i wonder y ppl dun tink b4 dey speak... dun dey even thought abt hw others might feel?
haiz..lyking sumone iz not an easy job anywae...im being pressurized by ppl talking behind my back..ppl judge e wae i look... is it really true dat being pretty is e 1st ting a guy wud look for in search of his dream gurl?? in love issues im always insecure of wad i am doing... i dun noe if loving sumone wholeheartedly is worth it or izzit e wrong tym 2 do so...haiz...im in such dilemma... i hope e ans im looking for iz near...
dun feel lyk studying 2dae...my mummy n daddy n big bro juz went 2 e hospital juz nw coz my daddy sick...poor daddy..hope u r fine soon..luv u daddy!
tmw goin do my overdue IC wif my darling Nabilla...YIPEE!! den after dat we go window shopping n shopping...go esplanade...haiyoh so fast thursdae me goin 2 KL liao...
i'll miz my darlings:
NABILLA, ASYIKIN (A1) & (E2), JANNIFER, SHAHIDAH, IQA, NURUL!!
N DAT SPECIAL SUMONE... LUV U ALL!! MUAKZ!
BuZZiNg OfF........